[OCDWeightFreak]

Ok, so here's the thing. I used to weight 315lbs I have lost about 120lbs, still working out and overall i thought I was fit and in shape.. well apparently not. lol. I had a conversation with my friend.. and basically he just told me I was a fat ass but inspite of my apparent fatness I still look good... here is the convo:


Faggott: I am about to start on my supermodel body... somehow
GCsJared: nice!
GCsJared: i'm just running and working out more...
Faggott: I smoked a cig I was so bored
GCsJared: you were bored
Faggott: the only thing you really need is to loose your chest
Faggott: just focuse on that for the most part
Faggott: focus
GCsJared: ....
GCsJared: what is wrong with my chest exactly..
Faggott: you have... man titties
Faggott: just need to tone them
Faggott: I guess
Faggott: I don't know exactly what you do to tone up your chest
GCsJared: finally.. someone's tellthing the truth around here
Faggott: I mean I don't fool around
Faggott: how much do you weigh now?
GCsJared: around 210...
Faggott: You'd look good if yo ugot under 200 probably
Faggott: I mean I don't know much about weigh loss and stuff
Faggott: but Im guessin 180-190
Faggott: but I don't know how much an average 6' guy is suppose to weigh
GCsJared: well i've talked to trainers... and my dad and cousin who are doctors
GCsJared: they told me not to try to lose anymore weight.. but to maintain
Faggott: just try and turn your fat into muscle
GCsJared: but then i hear this .. like i always do and i get so confused
Faggott: but work on your chest...
Faggott: and you should be good
GCsJared: god... just when i thought i did a good job..
Faggott: you look amazing!!
Faggott: Im just sayin stay in there your doing a great job
Faggott: Im very proud of you... I can tell you've come a long way
GCsJared: as a little heartbroken and upset as i am right now... i appreciate someone finally being honest...
GCsJared: i ask people all the time and i ge "you're fine, you're fine"
GCsJared: but it's not like i'm not doing anything about it
GCsJared: so it'll get there
Faggott: I know... don't be upset... please.... I don't know why you don't have anyone yet.... but keep going....
GCsJared: i know you didn't feel.....but you can literally feel my ribs... so this is as skinny as i can get
Faggott: I got ya... just work on your chest thats all Im sayin...
Faggott: and work on toning up... workin out on your muscle...
GCsJared: lol... listen to me... i talk as if this is something new... i've been working on this all along... i knew about it
GCsJared: i just didn't think anyone else noticed it... why do you think i dress in layers
Faggott: and your doing great just dont get discouraged
GCsJared: ... well if it's any consolation on my part... they got a lot smaller than they were 5 years ago
GCsJared: lol
Faggott: good job
GCsJared: unfourtunately i can never be your size
Faggott: and you never will be... so don't even try
Faggott: its just not physically possible
GCsJared: this brings back memories of middle school
GCsJared: lol
Faggott: I mean maybe if you starved yourself out.... but thats ridikulous
GCsJared: it wouldn't happen with my bone structure
Faggott: I mean look at me... I must not look that good or I wouldn't be single
GCsJared: can we not talk about this... we both know what we have to work on.. end of story everyone is happen... I worked hard to be in peace with my body knowing what needs to be worked on... we keep on i'm gunna end up going ape shit about it
GCsJared: please
GCsJared: happy*
Faggott: sorry...

I guess what pisses me off is that I lost alot of weight and people have told me that. I ask everyone if i need to lose weight... Trainers, doctors.. all of them said "No" you look fine.. I have the man tit issue but it's gotten ALOT better.... I MEAN LOTS.... what irritates me is that I lost alot of weight and i'm still considered a fat ass... I've sent some pics here before but I'm going to resend to remind. that was me before.

this is after.. Ok, so granted i did a show the last 3 weeks and haven't been running consistantly, but i'm not back on track with that.

I'm just so confused right now..

[Kiwi -]

Well if you ask me, and this is just my opinion, you look fine, I am just some stranger and I can tell you anything and who cares right....but honestly I think your best bet, just my thoughts once again....but stop worring so much about what other people think or say about you....I mean come on, I am a female and I think you look awesome.....just a thought, but maybe what women find unattractive about you is your lack of confidence??????
Maybe you will find, if you start to truly believe in yourself, this will project out on to others and your phone wont stop ringing
Just try and turn your on and stop looking outside of yourself so much, you already know you look HOT, so except it and enjoy it....

good luck there

[Guest3]

Is that really you - man you look good! What's the trick? The chicks must be lining up .. keep what ever you are doing going..

[vanessaw]

boy I think you look hot. but if your not happy with yourself then change I guess. I'll support ya!

[ktten198]

wow you look sexy and dont need to change a thing!
and to help with your man boob problem......mind you from the pic it doesnt look like you have a problem but this should help........ get some 1 or 2 kg dumbells and hold them straight above your head and then bend your arms back so your hands are behind ur head go down as far asyou can go down then back up and repeat (keep ur upper arm in the same position upright and only bend at elbow)( this works on your upper arms,the mussels from your underarms down to ur chest it tightens them by useing mussels u dont ussally use)......... i might not be a man but boy do i have big tits and they were sagging bigtime so i did this 50 times a day til my mussels were strong enough to do more then i went up to 100 a day my boobs are now a size smaller and they have lifted and they look nice and perky now

but i must say congratulations on youre weight loss you have done so good!
good luck to you in the future and like someone said b4 me dont worry about what ppl say its ur body and if ur happy then y change!

kitten1982

[doncarlin]

Hey, you can't let other people get you down. You did an incredible transformation - heck all the women here have the hots for you! Just forget about what that "faggot" said, and resume what you were doing. Toss in some weights, and you'll be even better while that idiot's still going to look the same.

[meanne2007]

This is another story of success......just continue what you are doing Keep it bro!