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WELL, more of a weight document...


I moved to a new town.. 6th grade, I gained like a tone of weight somehow, I was 5'4 180, 7th grade I lost 30 pounds was 5'5 and 150.... Over that summer I went to 135... I didn't want to lose anymore weight but I continued my diet and exorcise as usual. I moved again and I started 8th grade.. 140.... By christmas.. .150.... by the end of the year I was about 150.... then over the summer I did overdrive and rode my bike to the gym three miles every day, ran three miles every day at the gym, and rode my bike back home... .I by August I was 180.... Then I found out I had like ... a silver of a low thyroid.. hardly anything.. I got pills and in 20 days I lost 10 pounds... then after weight training I gained it back.. .then after weight training ended I lost it again.. so now I'm 170.. But I'm not losing anything.. And I miss how I looked when I was 135..

I'm still currently 5'6.. and I'm 14. Dx

I wear a size 9-12 pants... I used to wear about a 5...... this makes me very sad.. when I was 180 in 6th grade I wore a size 18.. but I can't believe I gained all that weight back.. People say a lot of it is muscle but the only areas I hate on my body is my arms, thighs, and love handles. :[

I count my calories, I only eat about 1500 a day... With school and all I only get to go to the gym and run for 30 minutes and burn 300 calories..

I don't know whats wrong with me, I keep taking my thyroid pills, I have asthma but it's not confirmed and I'm getting some chest x-rays..

I think it's something wrong with my body but my mom doesn't want to go back to the doctor because she said if my low thyroid isn't causing it then nothing else is and I should suck it up.

Easy for her to say she's been 5'4 105 size zero all her life.

Any help?

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Edit: I'm 14 now.

And I just found out I gained the 10 pounds that I lost and now I'm breaking down.

I wish my mom would hurry up and take me to a doctor because I run three miles every day and I eat 1500 calories at the most a day.. My thyroid was fixed and I felt energiezed but now it feels like I've crashed again...


I feel like a useless blob..